A Lesson

I've learned a lot of lessons. In the short time I have lived. I've learned how to appreciate, and I've learned how to give. But in these past few months, there's two I'll remember most. I've learned how to love and I've learned to let go. You entered my life and left it with one as strong, and though we tried to make it last. We both knew it wouldn't be long. I lie at night and think about, how I'm the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain. And so I spent each day of my life with my heart in pieces. And when I thought it could never be cured. Something happened, I expected it least. I guess my soul was all cried out, and it was tired of being used. Even though I know I'm guilty, I was tired of being accused. And so I've learned to end this, without an urge to cry. These are my final words to you, "I love you and goodbye."

God asked me

If god asked me 10 years ago,
If I wanted to live or die,
I would say live.
If he asked me now I would say die.
If he asked why, I would say,
Because I hate myself and what I’ve become.

SERENA INEZ RAFIZAL :)

Hello guys :) Haaaa, siapa budak nama kat atas tu? hihi. tu Inez lah. alaaaa, yang tomey tomey tu :> kenal kankan? First time jumpa dia enn, alooo comelnya dia :3 ingat lagi masa first time Inez tegur, saya panggil dia err Serena x) sorry my dear :p serious saya malu gila bila saya panggil awak macam tu ._. saya suka kawan dengan awak ohh Inez. awak friendly, cute and prettaaaay :D I LOVE YOU INEZ <3 *wan jangan jealous :p* hahaha. gambar awak yang paaaaaaaaaaaling saya suka, ni haaaa :D sorry curi :I

sumpah comel ><

Zoo? Hahahah

Err taknak arh buat english, mcm buat essay pula -.- lol. Parents tak ikut pergi Zoo, katanya BUSYYY ! Hmm. Okay dah hahaha. Ingatkan budak tadika jea yang pergi Zoo, teenagers pon ada. OHAMJAYY, dorang pergi Zoo sbb nak date. Hello guys, korang takda tempat lain ke nak date? Zoo juga yang kau pilih -.- lantak kau arh blablaaa. Sambung cerita, i nampak gajah, harimau, singa, kucing? MEOOW :3 ouchh SNAAAKE. Eee, geli geliman bila nmpk my uncle pegang ular tu. Yuckss :p hahahaha sumpah macam budak kecik ._. Zoo sekarang tak best macam dulu ohh :\ taktau nak cerita apa pasal Zoo -.- kaybye.

Welcome to my life :)

When I fell in love my heart was on fire. To be with you was my one desire. And if you love me, I’ll give you everything you need A lifetime of promises and a world full of dreams. For only my heart knows what it means and I promise you it won’t be wrong. One love, two hearts we will make it strong, but now my love is lost in your sweet kiss. Honey when I’m alone you’re the one I miss. And your sweet, tender love it hard to resist. Darling it's true my heart has fallen in love with you. Looking upon the stars tonight wishing with all my might. Hoping someday you will realize this passion I hold inside. Honey it doesn’t cost a dime. And if you give in your love could be mine. I feel truly blessed for this feeling the Lord has given me. Accompany by faith and much understanding. And I know this gift will guide me for all eternity. As my heart fly by with angel wings. And the clouds form into wedding rings. A woman in love the angels sing. On and on a soft melody. That’s how it feels to be in love like me. For thoughts from the heart are never ending.

The ordinary girl

Don’t get me wrong, I love who I am. I don’t wanna be ungrateful. It probably sounds strange. I really love the role I play. The songs I sing but with all the fame. The things that seem so simple. Suddenly, so far out of reach wish that they could see that underneath. So give it everything or nothin’ at all. Get back on your feel when you stumble and fall. A little luck can go a long way. So don’t you worry about what people say. Who knows when the wind may blow. I’m just an ordinary girl.

When love begins

I always knew that love would come find me someday but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way you caught me off guard and took me by surprise but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes. It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love "it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see. From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through. I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do. Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you but in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive "Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely. I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you. I've had the experience of being in relationships before however, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more it's an honor to know that I am yours, as you are mine and I trust God that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time. For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever" God made everything beautiful, precious and new just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"