26.08.2011

harini ain buka puasa dekat Jusco, KFC. first time keluar takda parents dgn 'iza. hahaha. but, my brother followed me -.- semua cakap dia omey. alaaa, ni yang jealous gila ni :I mula mula jumpa mummy jap, pergi shopping ~ ain beli satu dress ni lawaaa <3 pukul 5 jumpa amy, kakak amy dengan farisa :D awhhh, comel gila dorang. kteorg pergi KFC cari tempat. nak fikir pasal meja nak dekat 30 minit -.- ada akak gemuk tu enn, bising gila doe masa kteorg nak tarik meja. nasib tengah puasa, kalau tak, dah lama wa cekik lu MOK :p around 6.30 kteorg order makanan, perghhh ramai gila, masa tengah beratur enn, achamp dengan harith baru sampai. bagus punya lelaki -.- duduk jea dkt kfc, tapi dorang makan mcd --' pelik betul. lepas dah makan semua kan, amy dgn kakak dia pergi karaoke. ain dgn yang lain main game *mcm budak kecik* tengok adik ain main game dengan farisa, ya allah, macam couple D: ain pon tak macam tu xD haaa, ni gmbr kteorg before cuti raya :) i miss you guys so much. love you xoxo

 

If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while you not here with me.

If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.

If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.

If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.

If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.

If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.

If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.

If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

My Scarf :)

Act ain main hentam jea pakai tudung2 ni. Main lilit punya lilit punya lilit. Malas nak tengok or search youtube. Takda masa xp *pdahal banyak masa*. Ni haa ada sikit gambar ain pakai shawl mcm ni *sikitlah sangat* tapi tapi tapi, for me ni bukan macam Hana Tajima. Ain taksuka tiru orang :\ lagi lagi orang yang popular macam dia. Kalau tiru pon sebab ngada ngada skejap hehe. Kalau buruk janganlah kutuk saya :|

 

THE END :)

I’m sitting on the porch, wind blowing through my hair. The ducks are frolicking in the pond, but I just can’t seem to care. Life goes on around me, I don’t participate, I go through all the motions, but what I really do is wait. I dream about the day that you’ll come home to me. Nothing else is important. Why can’t people see? I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to have fun, I don’t want to do a thing, until all is said & done. They took you in the summer, now fall is almost finished, winter will be here very soon, and then the year will have diminished. You have no idea how much I cry, I never let you know, it’s so hard out here without you, but I’m not allowed to let it show. I must pretend all is fine, everyone thinks all’s okay. But what I never ever tell them, is that I cry for you every day.

I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much. I think about all the moments we shared together and the way we touched. You know that this was hard for me, but you decided not to see. I know I’m still stuck in my past, but I had a feeling that this was going to last. I guess my heart was wrong, Why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong. Thinking of you makes me feel this way. "Why couldn’t I just stay", I ask myself that everyday. Hold on! I had a reason why? Now that I think of it I want to cry. Still feeling you so much. I still think of the moment when we touch.

The meaning of love

To love is to share life together,
to build special plans just for two,
to work side by side,
and then smile with pride,
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage,
with smiles and sincere words of praise,
to take time to share,
to listen and care,
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special,
one who you can always depend,
to be there through the years,
sharing laughter and tears,
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories,
of moments you love to recall,
of all the good things,
that sharing life brings,
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning,
of sharing and caring,
and having my dreams all come true.
I've learned the full meaning of being in love
by being and loving with you.