I want to be the only hand you ever need to hold
A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU :)
26.08.2011
harini ain buka puasa dekat Jusco, KFC. first time keluar takda parents dgn 'iza. hahaha. but, my brother followed me -.- semua cakap dia omey. alaaa, ni yang jealous gila ni :I mula mula jumpa mummy jap, pergi shopping ~ ain beli satu dress ni lawaaa <3 pukul 5 jumpa amy, kakak amy dengan farisa :D awhhh, comel gila dorang. kteorg pergi KFC cari tempat. nak fikir pasal meja nak dekat 30 minit -.- ada akak gemuk tu enn, bising gila doe masa kteorg nak tarik meja. nasib tengah puasa, kalau tak, dah lama wa cekik lu MOK :p around 6.30 kteorg order makanan, perghhh ramai gila, masa tengah beratur enn, achamp dengan harith baru sampai. bagus punya lelaki -.- duduk jea dkt kfc, tapi dorang makan mcd --' pelik betul. lepas dah makan semua kan, amy dgn kakak dia pergi karaoke. ain dgn yang lain main game *mcm budak kecik* tengok adik ain main game dengan farisa, ya allah, macam couple D: ain pon tak macam tu xD haaa, ni gmbr kteorg before cuti raya :) i miss you guys so much. love you xoxo
If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while you not here with me.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.
My Scarf :)
Act ain main hentam jea pakai tudung2 ni. Main lilit punya lilit punya lilit. Malas nak tengok or search youtube. Takda masa xp *pdahal banyak masa*. Ni haa ada sikit gambar ain pakai shawl mcm ni *sikitlah sangat* tapi tapi tapi, for me ni bukan macam Hana Tajima. Ain taksuka tiru orang :\ lagi lagi orang yang popular macam dia. Kalau tiru pon sebab ngada ngada skejap hehe. Kalau buruk janganlah kutuk saya :|
THE END :)
I’m sitting on the porch, wind blowing through my hair. The ducks are frolicking in the pond, but I just can’t seem to care. Life goes on around me, I don’t participate, I go through all the motions, but what I really do is wait. I dream about the day that you’ll come home to me. Nothing else is important. Why can’t people see? I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to have fun, I don’t want to do a thing, until all is said & done. They took you in the summer, now fall is almost finished, winter will be here very soon, and then the year will have diminished. You have no idea how much I cry, I never let you know, it’s so hard out here without you, but I’m not allowed to let it show. I must pretend all is fine, everyone thinks all’s okay. But what I never ever tell them, is that I cry for you every day.
I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much. I think about all the moments we shared together and the way we touched. You know that this was hard for me, but you decided not to see. I know I’m still stuck in my past, but I had a feeling that this was going to last. I guess my heart was wrong, Why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong. Thinking of you makes me feel this way. "Why couldn’t I just stay", I ask myself that everyday. Hold on! I had a reason why? Now that I think of it I want to cry. Still feeling you so much. I still think of the moment when we touch.
The meaning of love
To love is to share life together,
to build special plans just for two,
to work side by side,
and then smile with pride,
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage,
with smiles and sincere words of praise,
to take time to share,
to listen and care,
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special,
one who you can always depend,
to be there through the years,
sharing laughter and tears,
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories,
of moments you love to recall,
of all the good things,
that sharing life brings,
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning,
of sharing and caring,
and having my dreams all come true.
I've learned the full meaning of being in love
by being and loving with you.
to build special plans just for two,
to work side by side,
and then smile with pride,
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage,
with smiles and sincere words of praise,
to take time to share,
to listen and care,
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special,
one who you can always depend,
to be there through the years,
sharing laughter and tears,
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories,
of moments you love to recall,
of all the good things,
that sharing life brings,
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning,
of sharing and caring,
and having my dreams all come true.
I've learned the full meaning of being in love
by being and loving with you.
A Lesson
I've learned a lot of lessons. In the short time I have lived. I've learned how to appreciate, and I've learned how to give. But in these past few months, there's two I'll remember most. I've learned how to love and I've learned to let go. You entered my life and left it with one as strong, and though we tried to make it last. We both knew it wouldn't be long. I lie at night and think about, how I'm the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain. And so I spent each day of my life with my heart in pieces. And when I thought it could never be cured. Something happened, I expected it least. I guess my soul was all cried out, and it was tired of being used. Even though I know I'm guilty, I was tired of being accused. And so I've learned to end this, without an urge to cry. These are my final words to you, "I love you and goodbye."
God asked me
If god asked me 10 years ago,
If I wanted to live or die,
I would say live.
If he asked me now I would say die.
If he asked why, I would say,
Because I hate myself and what I’ve become.
If I wanted to live or die,
I would say live.
If he asked me now I would say die.
If he asked why, I would say,
Because I hate myself and what I’ve become.
SERENA INEZ RAFIZAL :)
Hello guys :) Haaaa, siapa budak nama kat atas tu? hihi. tu Inez lah. alaaaa, yang tomey tomey tu :> kenal kankan? First time jumpa dia enn, alooo comelnya dia :3 ingat lagi masa first time Inez tegur, saya panggil dia err Serena x) sorry my dear :p serious saya malu gila bila saya panggil awak macam tu ._. saya suka kawan dengan awak ohh Inez. awak friendly, cute and prettaaaay :D I LOVE YOU INEZ <3 *wan jangan jealous :p* hahaha. gambar awak yang paaaaaaaaaaaling saya suka, ni haaaa :D sorry curi :I
sumpah comel ><
Zoo? Hahahah
Err taknak arh buat english, mcm buat essay pula -.- lol. Parents tak ikut pergi Zoo, katanya BUSYYY ! Hmm. Okay dah hahaha. Ingatkan budak tadika jea yang pergi Zoo, teenagers pon ada. OHAMJAYY, dorang pergi Zoo sbb nak date. Hello guys, korang takda tempat lain ke nak date? Zoo juga yang kau pilih -.- lantak kau arh blablaaa. Sambung cerita, i nampak gajah, harimau, singa, kucing? MEOOW :3 ouchh SNAAAKE. Eee, geli geliman bila nmpk my uncle pegang ular tu. Yuckss :p hahahaha sumpah macam budak kecik ._. Zoo sekarang tak best macam dulu ohh :\ taktau nak cerita apa pasal Zoo -.- kaybye.
Welcome to my life :)
When I fell in love my heart was on fire. To be with you was my one desire. And if you love me, I’ll give you everything you need A lifetime of promises and a world full of dreams. For only my heart knows what it means and I promise you it won’t be wrong. One love, two hearts we will make it strong, but now my love is lost in your sweet kiss. Honey when I’m alone you’re the one I miss. And your sweet, tender love it hard to resist. Darling it's true my heart has fallen in love with you. Looking upon the stars tonight wishing with all my might. Hoping someday you will realize this passion I hold inside. Honey it doesn’t cost a dime. And if you give in your love could be mine. I feel truly blessed for this feeling the Lord has given me. Accompany by faith and much understanding. And I know this gift will guide me for all eternity. As my heart fly by with angel wings. And the clouds form into wedding rings. A woman in love the angels sing. On and on a soft melody. That’s how it feels to be in love like me. For thoughts from the heart are never ending.
The ordinary girl
Don’t get me wrong, I love who I am. I don’t wanna be ungrateful. It probably sounds strange. I really love the role I play. The songs I sing but with all the fame. The things that seem so simple. Suddenly, so far out of reach wish that they could see that underneath. So give it everything or nothin’ at all. Get back on your feel when you stumble and fall. A little luck can go a long way. So don’t you worry about what people say. Who knows when the wind may blow. I’m just an ordinary girl.
When love begins
I always knew that love would come find me someday but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way you caught me off guard and took me by surprise but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes. It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love "it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see. From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through. I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do. Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you but in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive "Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely. I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you. I've had the experience of being in relationships before however, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more it's an honor to know that I am yours, as you are mine and I trust God that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time. For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever" God made everything beautiful, precious and new just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"
I know you
When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true.You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what I'd do if you were gone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what I have said. Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so, the feelings I feel for you. I am never letting go. Remember me always and I will too. I always think of me and you.
Forever Connected
Every moment we spent together, has touched our lives, our souls forever. The things that we shared and learned, is permanent growth that we've earned. The person that I have grown into today did not get there by chance, no way. I am who I am partly because of you. And you are YOU because of me. The changes I see
and what I have learned about me are a response to how we affected our lives and what we discover in each others eyes. It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together. Either way, we have touched our lives forever. No matter what the future will show, no matter what we are told, we are connected on such a deep levels. That no one can remove that, not even the devil. Our feelings might be different a year from now. But you are part of me forever somehow. A part of me will always be you and a part of you will always be me. No matter what happens, that much is certain our souls are one until life closes the curtain. I will love your forever for worse or for better. You are tattooed in my heart and nothing can tear our souls apart. I will never forget you. For my love is honest and true.
and what I have learned about me are a response to how we affected our lives and what we discover in each others eyes. It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together. Either way, we have touched our lives forever. No matter what the future will show, no matter what we are told, we are connected on such a deep levels. That no one can remove that, not even the devil. Our feelings might be different a year from now. But you are part of me forever somehow. A part of me will always be you and a part of you will always be me. No matter what happens, that much is certain our souls are one until life closes the curtain. I will love your forever for worse or for better. You are tattooed in my heart and nothing can tear our souls apart. I will never forget you. For my love is honest and true.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything I had said, the thought of me making you cry repeats in my head. I'm sorry I can never make you happy, inside I feel so crappy. I'm sorry for wasting your time, wanted to make you have a happy life. I'm sorry I have failed, never do anything right. I'm sorry that I had to say sorry. I promise my baby, my love, my world, my boy that I would never say those awful things what hurts the most is that I broke my promise, made you cry, most of all. I'm sorry that I lied.
I miss you like hell
My heart still hurts and causes me pain. I wish I could just see him again. I thought we would be together, from now till forever, but something took that away. Now I had to start my own days, but why am I still stuck carrying the pain. I thought the pain was over till I spoke of your name now, it's all back to haunt me again. I still hold the memories of you. And why oh why did we have to fight we were both young but I thought it was true love. Do you ever wish you could hold me again? Now it's too late. Now it's all gone because now we both chose to move on. Do you ever wonder do you still care? Do you ever shed tears? I didn't, I was being strong that's how I learned to move on but now it's back to haunt me and I realize I still care. I wish I could turn back all the times and make you stop, and make you listen, and make you see that you were meant to only be with me. We use to laugh, we use to love, we use to be close as a dove. Gosh, I wish you could see me once again. I love to laugh, I love to love. Gosh all I wanted was your sweet hugs but now my heart is squished like a bug once again the pain has risen now. I have to get it back to hidden. Please take care in what ever you do but please always know that I did love you <3
OhMyGod ! Why i can't forget about you :(
When we broke up, man I went crazy, confused, sad, and sometimes even lazy. I've apologized and apologized and you don't seem to care. So now without you I feel so bare. I've wrote notes and called on the phone but at the end of the day, I'm still all alone. You don't realize how bad I'm hurting. Especially when all the guys come around flirting. You're the one for me, I know in my heart. I feel so empty when we are apart. You haven't talked to me in what seems like forever. Oh how I wish we were back together. I've tired and tried to get you back. You were the one to keep me on track. I know what I did was really wrong. But PLEASE give me another chance. It's been so long. You have my heart locked by a chain and the further you walk the harder the pain. Baby, I have paid a price and I will also pay a fee. If only you ever decide to come back to me :\
When my mind stuck on you
I still see your face in my dreams,
It hurts and it doesn't help at all,
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems,
I want you to catch me when I fall.
I still remember the first time we met,
There was something so different about you,
Your friendship was something I wanted to get,
That smile when you said hi to me was so new.
Out of no where you called me on the phone,
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever,
You were so new, so crazy and unknown,
I just knew that our friendship would never sever.
Two years and we are barely holding it together,
What happened to the way this all used to be,
I never wanted you out of my like ever,
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see.
We decided to go out and make it all all right,
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't,
We couldn't even really stand each others sight,
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't.
I miss you and everything you were to me,
Ten years from now we will look back on it all,
We will be older and finally be able to see,
That love will stand the test of time and never fall.
It hurts and it doesn't help at all,
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems,
I want you to catch me when I fall.
I still remember the first time we met,
There was something so different about you,
Your friendship was something I wanted to get,
That smile when you said hi to me was so new.
Out of no where you called me on the phone,
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever,
You were so new, so crazy and unknown,
I just knew that our friendship would never sever.
Two years and we are barely holding it together,
What happened to the way this all used to be,
I never wanted you out of my like ever,
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see.
We decided to go out and make it all all right,
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't,
We couldn't even really stand each others sight,
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't.
I miss you and everything you were to me,
Ten years from now we will look back on it all,
We will be older and finally be able to see,
That love will stand the test of time and never fall.
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