It hurts and it doesn't help at all,
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems,
I want you to catch me when I fall.
I still remember the first time we met,
There was something so different about you,
Your friendship was something I wanted to get,
That smile when you said hi to me was so new.
Out of no where you called me on the phone,
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever,
You were so new, so crazy and unknown,
I just knew that our friendship would never sever.
Two years and we are barely holding it together,
What happened to the way this all used to be,
I never wanted you out of my like ever,
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see.
We decided to go out and make it all all right,
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't,
We couldn't even really stand each others sight,
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't.
I miss you and everything you were to me,
Ten years from now we will look back on it all,
We will be older and finally be able to see,
That love will stand the test of time and never fall.
